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wrote on January 3, 2026
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6:37 pm
Hey, dear Daniel. I was wondering if you'd consider making a video or writing about the urge to self-destruct on different levels (which I suppose can come to suicidal urges) when / after being exposed to / put back into your family of origin for a bit of time. I'm in such a state right now, feeling like I have absolutely no self or integrity or anything to hold onto and so I might as well let myself go, lose control, pull my hair, and at the same time I see the thought that the suicidal urges are a manifestation of an attempt to keep some kind of integrity, among other things. This state feels familiar and so part of me accepts it. What do you think and feel about the self-destructive tendencies and/or feelings of being thrown off related to being exposed to one's family of origin once again?